Hello There, my name is Rosie or Rose and I want to welcome you to my newsletter or blog (depending on where you are seeing this) .
A little bit about me
I am a Black Haitian American Woman who is on the journey of continuous soul transformation.
Like you and many, I have carried many aspects of myself that had been secretly hidden, untouched and unlooked prior to embarking on this journey of soul transformation.
At some point in my life I believed my identity lay in
Looking the best ~
Speaking the best ~
Being the smartest ~
Being the most educated ~
Being Superior ~
Singing Well ~
Having Others Like me ~
Being Ahead ~
I worked hard to keep up these facades, but at night unknown to many I would lie in bed in tears crying because those were temporary remedies and survival mechanism hiding the pain and the deep anguish I was really in due to the traumas, losses, and hard experiences in my life.
One day I got the rug pulled up from under me. Through a series of events I lost everything I had built with my facades.
I was broken. My community who had admired me now were pointing fingers at me.
After a while I went through so much that I did not speak well. I did not look good; I almost lost my mind. I was no longer that all-star person that people saw me as.
Little did I know that this was the space where my soul had led me so that I could begin to transform and begin to love myself from within instead of clinging on the temporary praise and admiration of others.
Now as I look back, I am Thankful.
As I have been on this journey of transformation, I have regained myself step by step. Not for the admiration of others, but for the deep love of myself, my core essence, the many layers of me that I did not even know was there.
Now that is a gift to the world.
This not always been easy, it took looking at painful truths, sometimes fighting with my inner self with all that I had.
But I was determined, I would feel the joy of experiencing me, of loving… me.
On my journey I learned how my soul evolution and expansion of love within myself helped others evolve.
As I have matured on this journey, I was called by my inner spirit to create my work and business ~ Transformative Rose.
Transformative Rose integrates different aspects of my gifts and skills through perspectives that are based on love and soul evolution.